Last night I was doing my usual on the computer for hours talking to friends but at around 11:00pm it changed from being a 'usual' chat. As I said, I chose that one friend to tell about Australia and we spoke about it for ages, good things, bad things, things that even made me cry because I was terrified I am going to loose all the people that I love and care about. When that conversation began to get more into the normal things we talk about, he said that he needed to tell me something so, like a person does, I asked what was wrong, he wouldn't say. Infact i believe his exact words where 'I thought I had the balls to do it, but obviously I don't.' Throughout talking through msn for hours and texting for a few more, this morning I still have no idea what is bugging him. I can't help but think that there is something really wrong. I told him over and over that nothing can break what we have so there is nothing to worry about, and that I love him no matter what happens or what has happened but it still doesn't seem to be enough for him to trust in me. I really don't know what to do now, I have sent him two texts this morning that he hasn't replied to and I'm leaving it now, but I'm still worried sick! I'm really lost for what to do now, i need some advice/help, what shall I do?
I believe that maybe the fact of me leaving has changed something and that what they say is true; 'You don't know what you've got untill it's gone'. <33>
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