I Don't Believe You.

I don't mind it. I don't mind at all. It's like you're the swing set and I'm the kid that falls. It's like the way we fight. The times I've cried. We come to blows and every night the passion's there so it's got to be right. Right? I don't mind it. I still don't mind at all. It's like one of those bad dreams when you can't wake up. It looks like you've given up. You've had enough but I want more. No I won't stop because I just know you'll come around. Right? Just don't stand there and watch me fall because I, because I still don't mind at all. It's like the way we fight. The times I've cried. We come to blows and every night the passion's there so it's got to be right. Right? No I don't believe you when you say don't come around here no more. I won't remind you. You said we wouldn't be apart. No I don't believe you when you say you don't need me anymore so don't pretend to not love me at all. I don't believe you.
-Pink ♥

Before The Storm.

I know this isn't what I wanted. I never thought it come this far. Just thinking back to where we started and how we lost all that we are. We were young and times were easy but I could see it's not the same. I'm standing here but you don't see me. I'd give it all for that to change and I don't want to lose her. Don't wanan let her go. Just standing out in the rain. I need to no if it's over, coz I would leave you alone. Flooded with all this pain knowing that I'll never hold her like I did before the storm. Before the storm. With every strike of lighten comes a memory that last and not a word is left unspoken as the thunder starts to crash and maybe I should give up. Just standing out in the rain. I need to no if it's over, coz I would leave you alone. Flooded with all this pain knowing that I'll never hold her like I did before the storm. Trying to keep the lights are going out and the clouds from ripping out my broken heart. We always say a heart is not a whole without the one who gets you through the storm. Just standing out in the rain knowing that's it really over, please don't leave me alone. Flooded with all this pain knowing that I'll never hold you like I did before the storm.

John Lennon.

my idol.

Goodbye.

I can honestly say you've been on my mind since I woke up today. I look at your photograph all the time, these memories come back to life and I don't mind. I woke up this morning and played our song and through my tears I sang along. I picked up the phone and then put it down cause I know I'm waisting my time and I don't mind. I remember when we kissed. I still feel it on my lips. The time that you danced with me with no music playing. I remember the simple things, I remember til I cry but the one thing I wish I'd forget, the memory I wanna forget is saying goodbye. Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up with your ringtone, I hesitate but answer it anyway, you sound so alone and I'm surprised to hear you say.. You remember when we kissed, ou still feel it on your lips. That time that you danced with me with no music playing, you remember the simple things, we talked til we cried. You said that your biggest regret, the one thing you wish I'd forget, is saying goodbye.

Bottom Of The Ocean.

It's been in the past for awhile, I get a flash and I smile, am I crazy? Still miss you baby. It was real, it was right but I burned to hot to survive, all that's left is all these ashes. In a dream you appear for awhile you were here so I keep sleeping just to keep you with me. I draw a map, connect the dots with all the memories that i got, what I'm missing, I'll keep reliving. You don't have to love me for me baby ever understand, just know I love the time that we both had and I don't ever wanna see you sad, be happy I don't wanna hold you if you don't wanna tell me you love me babe just know I'm gonna have to walk away, I'll be big enough for both of us to say be happy. Where does the love go? I don't know when it's all said and done, how could I be losing you forever? After all the time we spent together? I had to know why I had to lose you, now you'll just become like everything I'll never find again at the Bottom of the ocean. :'(

Dyke.

Performing Arts SUCKS!

*sigh*

bad day.

21 Guns.

(L)

Sunny.

Burt my nose :(