Right Here, Right Now.

Can you imagine what would happen if we could have any dream? Id wish this moment was ours to own it and that it would never leave, then I would thank that star that made our wish come true cause he knows that where you are is where I should be too. Right here, Right now, Im looking at you and my Heart love the view cause you mean everything.
-High School Musical Three ♥

Matt Prokop.

he is so beautiful :$ :)

Where Will You Go.

You’re too important for anyone, you play the role of all you long to be. But I, I know who you really are, you’re the one who cries when you’re alone. But where will you go? With no one left to save you from yourself. You can’t escape, you can’t escape. You think that I can’t see right through your eyes, scared to death to face reality. No one seems to hear your hidden cries, you’re left to face yourself alone. But where will you go? With no one left to save you from yourself. You can’t escape the truth. I realize you’re afraid but you can’t abandon everyone, you can’t escape, you don’t want to escape. I’m so sick of speaking words that no one understands is it clear enough that you can’t live your whole life all alone? I can hear you when you whisper but you can’t even hear me screaming. Where will you go? With no one left to save you from yourself. You can’t escape the truth. I realize you’re afraid but you can’t reject the whole world, you can’t escape, you won’t escape, you can’t escape, you don’t want to escape.
-Evanescence ♥

Forgive Me.

Can you forgive me again? I don't know what I said but I didn't mean to hurt you.

I'm tired of crying.

Why is it that the only person who can stop you crying is the one who made you cry?

My Immortal.

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears and if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone. You used to captivate me by your resonating light, now I'm bound by the life you left behind. Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams, your voice it chased away all the sanity in me. These wounds won't seem to heal, his pain is just too real, there's just too much that time cannot erase. I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone but though you're still with me I've been alone all along. When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears, when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears and I held your hand through all of these years aut you still have all of me.
-Evanescence ♥

Hello Beautiful.

Hello beautiful. How's it going? I hear it's wonderful in California. I've been missing you, it's true..
Hello beautiful. It's been a long time since my phone's rung and you been on that line. I've been missing you, it's true, but tonight I'm gonna fly. Yeah tonight I'm gonna fly 'cause I could go across the world, and see everything and never be satisfied if I couldn't see those eyes.
-Jonas Brothers ♥

Love Bug.

Called her for the first time yesterday. Finally found the missing part of me. Felt so close, but you were so far away. Left me without anything to say. I can't get your smile out of my mind. I think about your eyes all the time. Your beautiful, but you don't even try. Modesty is just so hard to find. Kissed her for the first time yesterday. Everything I wish that it would be. Suddenly, I forgot how to speak. Hopeless, Breathless, Baby can't you..see. Now I'm speechless, over the egde just breathless, I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again. Now I'm hopeless, head over heels, in the moment, I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again.
-Jonas Brothers ♥

A Little Bit Longer.

Got the news today. Doctor said I had to stay a little bit longer and I'll be fine. When I thought it'd all been done, when I thought it'd all been said, a little bit longer and I'll be fine. But you don't know what you got 'Till it's gone and you don't know what it's like to feel so low every time you smile or laugh you glow, you don't even know, no, no, you don't even know. All this time goes by, still no reason why, a little bit longer and I'll be fine. Waitin' on a cure but none of them are sure, a little bit longer and I'll be fine. So I wait 'till kingdom come, all the highs and lows are gone, a little bit longer and I'll be fine. I'll be, fine. So I'm finally here today, you've touched me here today and I wish that I could stay a little bit longer and I will be fine.
-Jonas Brothers ♥

Hello.

Playground school bell rings again. Rain clouds come to play again. Has no one told you she's not breathing? Hello i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to. Hello. If I smile and don't believe, soon I know I'll wake from this dream. Don't try to fix me i'm not broken. Hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide, don't cry. Suddenly i know i'm not sleeping. Hello I'm still here, all that's left of yesterday.
-Evanescence ♥

I Have Friends In Holy Spaces.

You remind me of a former love that I once knew and you carry a little piece with you. We were holding hands walking through the middle of the street it's fine with me, I'm just taking in the scenery. Take a chance, take your shoes off, dance in the rain, yea, we're splashing around and the news spread all over town. I'm not complaining that it's raining I'm just saying, that I'd like it a lot more than you think, if the sun would come out and sing with me. You remind me of a few of my famous friends. Well, that all depends what you qualify as friends. You remind me of a few of my famous friends. Well, that all depends what you qualify as friends.
-Panic At The Disco ♥

She Had The World.

She held the world upon a string, but she didn't ever hold me, spun the stars on her fingernails, but it never made her happy, 'cause she couldn't ever have me. She said she'd won the world at a carnival, but she couldn't ever win me, 'cause she couldn't ever catch me. The sun was always in her eyes, she didn't even see me, but that girl had so much love, she'd wanna kiss you all the time, yeah, she'd wanna kiss you all the time. She said she won the world at a carnival, but I'm sure it didn’t ruin her, I just made her more interesting, I'm sure I didn't ruin her, just made her more interesting. I, I know why, because when I look in her eyes, I just see the sky, when I look in her eyes, well I, just see the sky. I don’t love you I'm just passing the time, you could love me if I knew how to lie, but who could love me? I am out of my mind, throwing a line out to sea, to see if I can catch a dream

-Panic At The Disco ♥

Winter Passing.

Its winter again, a white washed and frozen sky. I came to the door, eyes maladjusted from the light. But your voice rang clear. You said, "For all I thought Id ever need, its hard to face the holidays without..." Well Ive left my last message on your machine. Its hard to face the holidays when youre looking for the words to say. When youre looking for the words to say. So you found a friend to spend all your cold nights with him. But if I was there, then Id wonder why you still wear my jacket closed, with traces of my scent. And Id say "For all I thought Id ever need, its hard to face the holidays without." Well Ive left my last message on your machine. Its hard to face the holidays when youre looking for the words to say. So stay with me here, nose to nose, cold enough to see as our breath slowly escapes and exchanges from my lungs to yours, from your mouth to mine. For all I thought I'd ever need, it's hard to face the holidays without...
-The Academy Is... ♥

Folkin' Around.

Allow me to exaggerate a memory or two, where summers lasted longer than, onger than we do, where nothing really mattered except for me to be with you but in time we all forgot and we all grew. Your melody sounds as sweet as the first time it was sung with a little bit more character for show and by the time your father's heard of all the wrong you've done then I'm putting out the lantern find your own way back home. If i've forgotten how to sing before I sung this song I'll write it all across this wall before my job is done and I'll even have the courtesy of admitting I was wrong as the final words before I'm dead and gone. You've never been so divine in accepting your defeat and I've never been more scared to be alone. If love is not enough to put my enemies to sleep then I'm putting out the lantern find your own way back home.
-Panic At The Disco ♥

Jonas Brothers. I'm Sorry.

I can't make it alive on my own but if you have to go then please go, just leave me alone. Cause I don't want to see you and me going our separate ways. I'm begging you to stay if it isn't too late. I'm sorry for breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep. <33

The words have been drained from this pencil. Sweet words that I want to give you and I can't sleep, I need to tell you goodnight. When we're together, I feel perfect. When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart. All you say is sacred to me, your eyes are so blue I can't look away. As we lay in the stillness you whisper to me ..'Promise you'll stay with me'. You don't have to ask me, you know you're all that I live for you know I'd die just to hold you, stay with you. Somehow I'll show you that you are my night sky, I've always been right behind you now I'll always be right beside you. So many nights I cried myself to sleep, now that you love me, I love myself. I never thought I would say this, I never thought there'd be.. You.

Feelings are playing up again, don't know what to do with myself :/ <33

This weekend was awesome! Even though half of our group was in Paris we managed to have an epic time to remember.
Today, still missing part of the group, but despite that, we still had a good day. Double english in the morning and double math in the afternoon! Set three and four where having this 'RAF talk' and so we were left behind having to have doubles insted of singles :/ but not many people were there so we didn't have to do much work and us left had a good laugh :) bowling tomorrow for p.e woo! To be honest, I just enjoy sitting in the moving bus for the little kids because we were all sat in it but it wouldn't move because of the weight but when everyone got out and I was about to jump off, it started to move so everyone crowds round putting money in it for me to have lots of rides :D yes.. I am sad, but you love it haha.

This moments obsessions..

Thunder-Boys like girls (L)

Misery Buisness-Paramore (Y)

Two weeks holiday in around two weeks, can't wait! Easter, birthdays, parties, NO SCHOOL! <33

bill
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I am a Dork, Nerd, Fool, Fail, Freak, Spaz or anything you want.. but you know you love it :) I listen to the most ridiculous music ever! Dress how I want to, in what I feel comfortable in and makes me feel good. Sing whenever I feel like it, doesn't matter where and when I don't care if people don't enjoy or appreciate it :L I pull funny faces constantly .. sometimes not purposly, it just happens. Smile at absolutly everyone, onless they are them old foreignmen that nod grin at you whilst looking you up and down, they give me the chills.. grr! I make time for my friends no matter what, even if I have to stay up all night I will do it, I've done it once and I'll do it again; Bep Clo Nat Lex Ames Yoyo. I have the one person in my life who is pretty awesome and makes me smile .. cough Jonny cough :L My friends call me millton ;) I LOVE YOU GUYS! <33

Your hair, your eyes, when we kiss i'm hypnotized, your hand in mine, when we're intertwined everythings alright. I wonna be with the one I know <33

Words are words and they mean nothing but surely, "I love you" counts for something? <33

If I had to choose between loving you and breathing.. then I would use my last breath to tell you I LOVE YOU! If I could do anything, I would kiss you in the middle of the street on the rainyest day of the year. Every girl wants a man that she can go to in her sweats, hair a mess, make up running down her face, eyes red from crying and the first thing he says to her is "Baby your beautiful" and means it. <33

Buddah's Delight.

Each time you put your lips to mine
Its like a taste of Buddha's delight
I see the gates of paradise
You're a taste of Buddha's delight
Tell me all your fantasies tonight
And I will make them happen
Cause I'm not satisfied if I dont get my Buddha's delight
Om Shanti Shanti <33

Music And Lyrics.2

There are moments when I dont know if it's real or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration, not just another negotiation <33

Music And Lyrics.

It’s never been easy for me
To find words to go along, with a melody
But this time there’s actually something, on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines..
And while I know, based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet. <33

Broken.

Life, not the best at the moment. Yes, I have people I love and care about and they do me, but they are the ones who are hurting right now. One friend with one unwell parent, effects us all, dramaticly. I am shit scared for her and all me and one other can do is act at what we believe will help the most and wish for the best. We love her so terribly much and can't let any of this get any worse! It's killing all of us and seems to difficult and in too deep to cure but if we just believe, we may be able to help and get everything back to how it was.. :'( <33